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Name: Robin
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 6/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: my hobbies are dancing, hanging out with friends, TALKING!, flirting (hehehehehe)ssshhhh, listening to music, and whatver else i feel like doing!
Expertise: well lets just say Im perfect! j/p!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Member Since:
3/7/2002
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| haha wow its been like 8 months since i last entered and all that stuff about kevin is still true and now i love him even more... and more and more and more....my life is perfect right now and im soo freakin glad its summer cuz now kevin and i can sit by the pool all day and all night  haha. my life has really changed since i first started writing on this thing and my ideas have changed so so much partly due to the significant influence kevin has had on my life since he has opened my eyes to soo many different things and made me look at them so differently but the more i right the more i see no point in this, i mean the people who really care about whats goin on in my life no all about it and the ppl reading this pry dont even know me but oo well thanks for reading, holla back! ( wow thats an example of kevin's influence on me)~~~~
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| wow, its funny to read back on that last entry. just as i said i was taking a break from guys that saturday night i met *kevin*. We have been together for about a week, and talked the week before that. yea i really like him lol. He really is an awesome guy that makes me feel so incredibly special. I realize that i shouldnt have "settled"(as kevin says it) in the past. He's cute, funny, sweet, and thinks before he does or says anything, and i really like his family lol. Heres a little bio on kevin:
*likes gatorade
*like texas hold em (had so much fun playing that for the first time tonight!)
*drives a black toyota tacoma
* he can DANCE (that is so hott)
* he can sing (that is so hott lol)
* he can KISS (wow!)
*his friends r really cool
*hes a little bit of a partier lol
*hes italian
*hes 17
* he is a junior at blackman
* he used to play football for blackman
*he is a gentleman
* he thinks im amazing
* he makes me smile so much (and he loves my smile)
*he loves my hair lol
So yea his is just basically an awesome guy. Tonight was sweet too, he was driving me home and "i got a feeling" came on and when it was over he just gave me one of those looks (melt). thats what has been happenin in my life recently and i am sure my friends r soo sick of hearing me talk about him. but i could go on...lol ok well gbye~robin | | |
| sometimes i think about how much i really want like a boyfriend or just a guy to have fun with, then i realize how much fun i have with my friends, and how much fun i have at dance with those awesome girls, and i realize that i really dont need a guy to make me happy. Guys r fun, but all the drama that comes with them is too much, so i guess im not giving up on guys, im just taking a break. My life is really awesome right now, i have so many awesome friends, and all of my relationships r just growing stronger and stronger. Ive talked to my family about it, and ofcourse my mom just wants me to focus on school right now, but my dad really seems to understand me and my sisters are ALWAYS there for me, even though they have their own drama and ofcourse i have talked to Patrick (who still insists on helping me even though he is fighting for our country in Iraq). Its almost like i have come to a revelation or something (as stupid as that sounds) i need and want to be my own person, and hopefully the people i love will love me for that. | | |
| i got this idea from brian and i think it will be fun.....its 10 statements for 10 different people, that im not gonna name, so u figure it out.
~ I'm glad we got closer this summer, ur an awesome person and dont worry ur prince will come
~ What happened to the old u?
~ ur a brother to me, i can tell u basically anything and we fight like siblings...so dont be a tough jerk
~ i love u
~ dont wait for him, if he does come back it will only hurt more when he leaves again..move on
~ u r the most insenstive person i have ever encountered
~ why did u ruin what we had? and why dont u care?
~ i used to have the BIGGEST crush on u
~ i love how much u love the Lord, i admire u for that
~ u dont know me, dont bad mouth me
well that was fun, and some of u can pry figure which one is urs... but have fun trying to figure it out~~~ robin
by the way... its incredible to see all the insanely hot CUT guys swimming on the Olympics. WOW
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| wow do i have a story to tell u... ok so some of u might know that i have been dating matt for 2 years, but we recently broke up and got back together. little did i know that while he was trying to make out with me and telling me how much he loved me he had another "secret life." matt has been talking to this one girl (wont say her name b/c she was lied to also) who lives in california. now i didnt have a problem with matt having other girls as friends b/c i have guy friends, little did i know that he had been telling this one girl that he didnt have a girlfriend and that he hung out with me sometimes but he really had no feelings for me; and also while he had been telling me that he only talked on the phone to her once he had actually been talking to her everynight on the phone and lying to me by saying his mom had taken away the phone (wow i cant believe i trusted him, but after 2 years with the guy i thought i could). now in order to understand matt's mindset u really have to twist ur mind but still only a jerk can understand a jerk. if someone could please explain to me how matt could be telling me he loved me while at the same time telling someone else that he had no feelings for me i would really appreciate an explaination, i would also appreciate an explaination to y he would ruin something he had with someone for 3 years for someone he hasnt known very long and lives in california. but i really dont think there is any logic. its funny to think that the little rat wouldnt think he would be found out, but the truth always has a way of coming out. Anyways unlike our last break up i really cant stand the guy now, liars suck. And for anyone who is in a bad relationship right now, think long term and get out of it. and for u matt, dont try to play the pity me card, b/c even though u r way to prideful to admit it u r in the wrong on this one, and no matter how bad u lash out at me on ur xanga i really couldnt care less. All i hear coming out of ur mouth now is "im an egotistical jerk who tells girls he loves them just to get in their pants." well i hope u have enjoyed my story, and i guess even though i got my heart broken it is funny how much of an idiot that poser is. i deserve so much better than him, its a shame it took something like this to make me realize it. So goodbye for now to my readers, and to Matt McClintock goodbye forever now ur nothing more to me than a pebble in my shoe. (no wait im not even gonna give u that much credit.) | | |
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